and I'm careless of the wind blowing
through the holes in my body, low whistle
of subterranean congress, fore-lit train
rising into a day buttered with promise. Careless
of infatuations with neon, wolf-hour
visions of the fifth angel polishing its trumpet
on the eve of destruction; the whip-tag tryst
of nerve and brain. Those things.
I am on fire, writing letters to the dead,
swallowing swords— anything to appease
the inventor of sorrow. Tomorrow
is a game of euchre with the ghost of midnight,
and I'm an odds-on favorite for resurrection.
Who knew it would feel this good
to run nude through butterflies?
The wind is filled with music,
a verse and chorus of birds, a trumpeting
of orange-flowered vine climbing lattice.
I'm watching the sky while ants march for shelter,
this itch the nose-burn of ozone,
curl of dog-lip and black tulips, careless
of skirling sirens. I've been here in dreams,
at the intersection of store-back and alley,
plastic and alloy, sweet tincture of key and chord.
This is where the song forms, rising out of nothing,
with little more than a few ideas about itself.
*previously published in Redactions (also appears in Steve's book, A Mnemonic for Desire)